Nothingness
I feel bored, I feel sad, do I feel happiness? I am not sure about that. I know one thing that I feel numb when I exactly feel nothing at all. What is this nothingness I am pushing myself into? How could nothing be something? I really don't know that. For me this nothingness, this feeling of numbness is infinite... It sounds like I'm grappling with a complex mix of emotions, ranging from boredom and sadness to a pervasive sense of numbness. All of these are due to valid emotional experiences, Sometimes I ask myself a question whether happiness exists amidst this sea of emotions, especially when numbness seems to dominate. This nothingness can be likened to a void, a space where emotions are muted or nonexistent. It's a place of emotional inertia, where the absence of feeling becomes its own overwhelming sensation. While it may seem paradoxical, this nothingness is indeed something—a tangible manifestation of emotional disconnection and internal struggle. ...